Getting reacquainted is hard

It's been several years since I've been in contact with anyone from high school. It's also been over a decade since I've been in elementary and junior high. I've always wondered what all these people I've met over the years -- these old classmates of mine... Old friends of mine -- are doing now. I remember them, but the sad part is that I don't think anyone even remembers me. My ten year high school reunion is coming up in about a year, although there is a reunion coming up in a few months for alumni between 1993 - 2000, but I doubt I'll go because it's expensive and I'll probably don't know anyone there. If I do go to my reunion next year, what am I gonna say to them when I tell them I'm going by my nickname again? I went by my real name throughout high school and it was becoming a big identity crisis for me. I go to school as "Steve" and outside of school, I'm "J.R.". What a weird and funky feeling. I went back to using my nickname altogether after high school when I went to college for awhile. For now, I'm using MySpace.com to try to get reacquainted with old friends, but that too is doing very little. *sigh*